

Self-HateGod I hate myself sometimes. I hate the tone of my voice the words that come tumbling out in a mess of broken syllables and meaning, I hate the salt water tracks that form on my face when I cant get my flimsy hands to do what my misdirected brain keeps saying. Keeps. On. Saying.Self-Hate
I hate the way when I close my eyes I'm always, always, seeing the picture of someone else's face but I'm never the face reflected back in the fragmentations of their beautiful eyes. I hate the way my hair falls into my face in a vain effort to hide the mistakes written across my cheeks in what seems to be bright red sharpie. I hate the way when I sing i


Love..you?I need you. Or I want you. And I say I love you. Also I think,Love..you?
It's all true.
I think
You're like Hot chocolate in the cold
And I want you so much Even though I'm boiling hot Id put the AC as cold
As possible So you can warm me up Again.
I sometimes think
You're like, Rain tapping against the windows A quiet, constant reminder That you're there Making sure everything
Will survive until Tomorrow morning.
Like you do With me.
I think I should stop thinking And love, &n


Head in the Clouds."Why is your head in the clouds?"Head in the Clouds.
" Sometimes, I think if I ever came down to the atmosphere on earth I wouldn't be able to breathe-breathe-breathe, id be gasping like a fish out of water and there wouldn't be anyone to give me the special type of oxygen that I'm so dangerously addicted too."
"Doesn't it get cold up there?"
"Frighteningly so; in fact, sometimes I think my bones are made of ice, sometimes I think the frozen tunnels to my heart are so diamond-type-strong even a titanium chisel wouldn't dent them and sometimes when I cry, the tears freeze mid way down my face, dropping off and hurtling tow


we could split the sky.it's morning and i can feel thunder rumbling through my veins and building in my heart. the ceiling seems too large to belong just in this one room and i'm waiting for it to open up and spill quarter-sized raindrops on to the back of my eyelids. i wonder if the sound of silence still echoes the way it used to when this bed wasn't two sizes too big for just me. if i wanted to, i could roll from side to side without ever meeting any sort of resistance.we could split the sky.
but i don't want to.
i want to press my handprints into your collarbones and taste the better side of these storm clouds with electric sparks, flashing white and blue
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